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  • Reading: Wheel of Time series by Robert Jordan
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I'm so damn outraged right now, so spiteful and furious, I don't even know how in the world I can possibly hold myself still from screaming and crying and bashing in skulls with something heavy. The past is repeating itself on someone from my school and it's a destiny I cannot even wish for my worst foe.

An hour or so ago I overheard one of the most repulsing conversations I've heard in my entire life. It was about how some guys and girls were going to break down all hope and lust for life of a girl at my school by antagonize her until she probably kills herself. I couldn't stand to hear it; I've pinched my forearms so hard 'till they were all black and blue and tears filled my eyes and still I couldn't stop myself from overhearing.

I hate those guys so much for what they did to me a couple of years ago; exactly the same as they're planning to do to this other girl. In the end I was much stronger then them, but I'll never forget the feeling of being in pain and enraged and ashamed. To hide when I was alone, so they wouldn't find me. The feeling that the whole world turns against you without a reason, until the point I thought it was better to kill all of them and rot away in prison where they wouldn't be able to find me and harass me anymore.

The worst is that they enjoy this feeling of might of someone's pain. Whatever happens, I'm going to protect this girl from them with all of my capabilities, even if I get hurt halfway. I won't let them taint her memories of what could be the most beautiful time in her life. I won't let them scar her heart with their filthy tricks. If they dare to lay a hand on her, of even say something that could upset her, I will need someone to hold me back, or I will go berserk until I've made their faces into something even their parents can't love no more.

Five years of their triumph has been more then enough. This girl won't suffer as long as I'm around to protect her. I'll teach them what they taught me; to be heartless and to never ever show mercy on those you really despise.


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Not that anyone would probably read this, but that's not really of my concern.

So you want to know who I am? Alright. Put on your helmet and hide underneath the carpet; you are warned in advance.

I am...
Obsessed with bats, melancholic landscapes, candles, bats, flowers, chocolate, metal, bats, swords, crossbows, things with batwings, anything green-red-purple colored, fire, electric cellos, old trees... did I already mention bats?

I'm also...
An anarchist, a neopagan, a writer, an unladylike girl, a student, a dreamer, a fighter, a "metalhead", a nerd, a friend, a stranger. I'm what life made me.

I'm not afraid of you and you shouldn't be afraid of me. Feel free to criticize me, but don't be a crybaby if I do the same to you. I refuse to be a opinionless machine.

Rather alive then mere living,

Stormachtige Overwinning

Favourite genre of music: Black-/symphonic-/folk- metal
Favourite style of art: Fiction
Favourite cartoon character: Zuko (ATLA), Thorfinn (Vinland Saga)
Personal Quote: Destroy to Create.

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lomion1321 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY B-DAY :cake: and best wishes... :)
superhorse1999 Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
hi there! :meow: i saw that you like avatar, so i thought that this may interest you: [link]
str4yk1tt3n Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2011
Thank you for the fave!
Shadow-Shana Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2011
Thanks for the fave.
Taka-The-Electric Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2011
Wow! You're pretty cool. I always thought that people who like the stuff you do are evil and blessed by the devil, but you're just a really nice tough girl!
I wish I could be as strong as you! GIRLPOWER
TempestuousConquest Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks :)
Although I'm not as tough as I may sound like. Between the lines, almost every poem is about love or other feelings I cannot call tough, like insecurity or sadness.
And people with the same interests like me are and never will be evil, I believe. Just because I think good and evil is are subjective terms and therefore do not exist as a definition. ;)

And girlpower is awesome, it makes the world go round :) (that strange species they call guys definitely don't :P)
Taka-The-Electric Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2011
Hecks to the yeahs! Men are so. . . I don't know, what's the word? Oh, yeah, STUPID!!!!~
dreamsinstatic Featured By Owner May 16, 2011
Thanks for the :+fav:
Hivedragon Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2011
Guess whats on mine acount.....:D
TempestuousConquest Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I guess it's... YOU BEING ACTIVE :D

Ik had de foto's gezien net, toegevoegd aan mijn favorieten en waarschijnlijk nu je inbox gespamt met feedbackmessages :D En dat allemaal tegelijk!

Had je trouwens mijn mail van dinsdag binnengekregen? Van mijn nieuwe adres?

XXX Love you ^^
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