I'm so damn outraged right now, so spiteful and furious, I don't even know how in the world I can possibly hold myself still from screaming and crying and bashing in skulls with something heavy. The past is repeating itself on someone from my school and it's a destiny I cannot even wish for my worst foe.
An hour or so ago I overheard one of the most repulsing conversations I've heard in my entire life. It was about how some guys and girls were going to break down all hope and lust for life of a girl at my school by antagonize her until she probably kills herself. I couldn't stand to hear it; I've pinched my forearms so hard 'till they were all black and blue and tears filled my eyes and still I couldn't stop myself from overhearing.
I hate those guys so much for what they did to me a couple of years ago; exactly the same as they're planning to do to this other girl. In the end I was much stronger then them, but I'll never forget the feeling of being in pain and enraged and ashamed. To hide when I was alone, so they wouldn't find me. The feeling that the whole world turns against you without a reason, until the point I thought it was better to kill all of them and rot away in prison where they wouldn't be able to find me and harass me anymore.
The worst is that they enjoy this feeling of might of someone's pain. Whatever happens, I'm going to protect this girl from them with all of my capabilities, even if I get hurt halfway. I won't let them taint her memories of what could be the most beautiful time in her life. I won't let them scar her heart with their filthy tricks. If they dare to lay a hand on her, of even say something that could upset her, I will need someone to hold me back, or I will go berserk until I've made their faces into something even their parents can't love no more.
Five years of their triumph has been more then enough. This girl won't suffer as long as I'm around to protect her. I'll teach them what they taught me; to be heartless and to never ever show mercy on those you really despise.